Well its official now I'll be headed back east to my place of birth this weekend for the first time in a little over a month, don't have much of a choice because things need done to my sisters car that are cheaper to get done at home even wit the drive, it will defanently be nice to see some people I havn't seen in a little while maybe get to some people I didn't my last trip home, but having no job up here and having to borrow money to return home is not where I wanted to be at this time of me living up here, I guess it kind of proves that the economy is shit if noone has hired me yet and I'm living in a pretty damn big city. I can definitely say though that I made a great choice by coming here, school sucks because its school but I learn a lot so that makes it all worth while, don't like the roommates all that much but they could be worse, trying to make friends with no friends to introduce me to now people is really weird back home for as long as I can remember there was always someone else around that I knew who I would hang out with and meet new people but now its wierd just trying to make a friend over a cigarette while bitching about critical thinking is a new concept. Its amazing how many friendly people there are in this world, and its also amazing how many assholes there are to, I'm not sure which one wins out. In the end I'm poor, I'm jobless, my roommates aren't the best, and I'm without people who have known me for more than 1 & 1/2 months but I wouldn't trade it.

I guess I'll go try to find a job, do some homework, maybe try to find something fun to do.

 and he didn't even tell us what we should change, how nice

When did this happen, I usually start thinking about my birthday before its this close, but I guess life has been way crazy over the past month or so